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Samsara

by Sangha

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1.
I'm not in control I don't know who I am anymore Like sitting passenger to myself While we drive straight into hell I'm not in control I don't know who I am anymore This holes too deep And I refuse to hold the light anymore I stand in my own shadow And expect to grow Great Collossus I climb my own back And thrust this holy blade Into my head From my corpse A garden grows A flower of every color From my mouth And from my eyes And from my ears And from my nose I bleed a thousand different colors And not a single fucking one is ever realized Throwing rocks at your window To see if my face will peak out So I can say what I've always know That I've shirked myself 'til now
2.
I shed my skin again And as it falls to the floor I regrow horns I regrow fangs I will always be this way Comforted by this weighted robe I wear it well I beckon my soul forth to show you That I am myself I am me I put it on so proudly in display In hopes that you can know me Can't you see I've grown a brighter shell Can't you see I've shown you myself I've wrapped my body in stars and I glimmer then I fade
3.
Break into me For I will not let you in Masquerading as an angel But even the devil himself once had wings Float above me I am nothing My empathy has atrophied And so has my love Its the kind of thing When not used enough It just fucking falls apart Even Judas would revel at the tenderness of your touch And the walls of Jericho tremble beneath our broken hearts Relinquish your hands from my throat I will no longer be held subject to your throes And who said That you get to call the shots? And who said That you get to play god? I will sit vacantly upon my throne Your dagger tongues mean nothing to me My skin is made of stone I've got my arms stretched out like Christ I've got a nagging spear stuck in my side Do I bleed water? Do I bleed wine? Is this crown of thorns affixed upon my head? Am I the divine one or am I just another of the young dead?
4.
See you like a beacon Through the Aethers fold I see that you left your light on I'm asking you to come back in It's so easy to see you When you shine this bright I think I can feel that somethings different I can feel him here I think I can see someone standing outside There's light coming from his mouth There's light pouring from his eyes It's God Tetragrammaton Putting thoughts in my head He's sayin' "Reach out and grab fate Reach out grab by the throat - Pull back" Is it everything you thought it would be? Is it the picture perfect image of self release?
5.
It's done Don't look back upon setting suns Nor into the eyes of lost love What's done is done is done It's not hard to see what''s happening I need relief Is this what hell is like? Just being? Just breathe Breathe You are the company you keep You are the same as me That's what complicates this You're just another piece of shit Can you feel it? Cause I can't I cannot feel myself You took my arm and you led me into it There's gotta be a way out of this hell There's gotta be a way to love ourselves It's just not meant to be
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I will not be fitted into your shape I will not break I will not become one of you goddamn filthy Snakes You feed each other venom In the form of empty praise Is there no variety in the cult? is there something special about being the same? Snakesoil salesmen Speaking in holy tongues That only the chosen can understand Dispensing sheepskin cloaks For the wolves to adorn Whats more White knuckled fists clutching roses Open hands holding out poison A glass tree I shatter at the first swing And as the cracks crawl up me I miss being Complete An exchange without words Let our hands speak for us Holy movements; I am but a worm A prayer for dirt is my most honest one
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I still dream of you In a clandestine light I still dream Of the longest winter I have ever seen Countless nights spend surrendered to the drink And if I could go back I would shoot straight If I could go back I would kill myself twice If I could go back I would do it right A vehement shroud falls upon me With every spell cast on me I can still Feel your Hands upon My humble chest I will never forget The day I fell from your grace I have never been the same With every spell Cast on me I can still Feel your Hands around My tiny neck How could I forget The day I fell from your grace I will always be this way I can't change You took me with open arms And I was made clean once more

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released April 1, 2020

Album Art by Angela Marie Kelly
(angelamariekelly.com)

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Sangha Fargo, North Dakota

Guitar:
Mitchell Moe

Bass:
Sean Harrison

Drums:
Zackorie Schroder

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